Transformations
I think one of the reasons I’m so fascinated by spinning and certain types of knitting is that it is an exercise in transformation. It is the word exemplified.
Meet Mr. Onery.
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Mr. Onery was a Gotland/Karakul/Rambouillet cross, and produced one of the most eclectic fleeces I’ve ever seen. In my own experience, it seems as if mixbreed locks are a bit more homogenized; they pick up characteristics from the parents, but as a blend rather than in each individual lock. Mr. Onery, however, chose to stay true to his name and defy expectations.
This partial fleece . . .
produced all these different types of locks:
And, every type of lock had a different handle. The longer locks which bore the strongest resemblance to a Karakul lock had the softer thel and harsher, longer tog—just as in true Karakul. The other locks varied a bit, and it was easier to see a cross of Rambo and Gotland; the locks had the Gotland’s silky handle and luster, and were modified by the Rambouillet’s fineness and crimp.
I decided to card the wool rather than comb it. Because of the differences between the types of locks, combing would have cost me a major percentage of the fleece. Instead, I pulled out the kempy hairs, or the tog which was too coarse to be moderated by the silky feel of the other locks, and blended everything together.
The process started during Tour de Fleece, and I finally finished it in August. I was in the mood for an olive green, so the yarn went into the dyepot and came out as this, which you’ve already seen:
It still has some luster, and it still has a rather silky handle, and the more I thought about it, the more it seemed appropriate that it become a Traveling Woman shawl. The fleece had made the trip from Kate Lowder of Oklahoma to me in Tallahassee, Florida, then across the pond to Norway, then back as yarn to the US on the next trip, and of course back across the pond home again. How many other fleeces could say that they had racked up those kinds of frequent flyer miles? And, given the nature of this particular year and my own travels—physical and otherwise—this particular shawl seemed appropriate.
So, it began. And it grew.
I wanted to use all the yarn, and while the pattern is written for a small shawl, it’s written in such a way that it can be made larger—considerably larger. The pattern calls for 2 repeats of the middle recurring section. I did 9.
It was the knitting I carried with me when we went to the in-laws for dinner, or which I pulled out when they came to us. So, it grew.
And grew some more.
And finally finished. With about 8 grams to spare, after a few finishing touches.
Anita of once told me that lace on the needles looks like “boiled ass.” I loved the description for its accuracy, and I’ve never forgotten it. When it’s on the needles, lace knitting is all wrinkled, rumpled, unclear. Only when it’s taken off and blocked do you really begin to get an idea of what you have. It expands, becomes lighter, more delicate, airy. The pattern becomes clear, and suddenly the indistinguishable mess which was on two pointy sticks becomes what it was meant to be; it comes into its own.
In blocking, it becomes a butterfly emerging from its cocoon and, eventually, spreads its wings to show you what it’s grown into.
Corner to corner, the extra repeats gave this particular butterfly a wingspan of 104″, and a depth of 36″. I crocheted a doubled chain on the ends of both wingtips, and the shawl is easily long enough to double around and tie in the back in Danish fashion.
This traveling woman is pleased. From sheep to shawl, all the process my own. As I wrap myself in the warmth, I think about the metaphor. Life changes. It is not always what we want, not necessarily even what we think we need, but it is always in a state of flux. It never stays the same, and even when it brings tragedy, that tragedy is part of the change. It is, by nature, a dance of transformation.
And as this fleece became this yarn, and this shawl, and a hand-made fabric which pleases both my eye and my touch, and which wraps the very process of transformation around me and keeps me warm, I hope that I too continue to transform—hopefully into my best. Because, you see, I have a suspicion that if we ourselves do not grow and transform, then life’s transitions and all that comes with them will knock us flat, and we’ll never be more than a clump of “boiled ass.”